I am sorry

I am sorryrry for hoping you will be with me
I am sorry for thinking that growing old together as can be
I am sorry yet that again for causing us in pain
I am sorry that I will always love you, even past the end of time
I am sorry that you are hurt by hurting me 
I am sorry for messing up
I am sorry for all those haunting memories
I am sorry for all those lies
I am sorry for all those hugs and kisses
I am sorry for touching your lips with mine
I am sorry to make you smile, maybe sometimes
I am sorry to love your soul
I am sorry that I am not always honest
I am sorry for all those tears that I shed daily 
I am sorry that I care
I am sorry for being there
I am sorry for this feeling
that is killing me daily
I am sorry for those fights
that we had every night
I am sorry for each and everything,
The pain is unbearable 
I need you,
I am sorry for you
I love you :(
Fu*k, why I love you????