I miss you

I miss you, I miss the way you smile, talk, laugh and even the way you look at me. 

Evrytime you're near my heart beats fast without knowing the reason why. I suddenly ask myself if its love or an infatuation I just want to remember. I kept on missing you evryday. Not seeing you misses makes me miss you a lot. a kind of feeling that I never expected would happen. You make me smile evrytime you're near and giggle in my heart suddenly been felt. I hate you at first for reason that you will never be mine and i still get jealous by the moment you hold her hands and tell her how much she means to you. I may just be you're friend on the outside, but you'll never know what i really feel deep inside this heart of mine. I hate this kind of feeling that I've felt for you reasons that makes me miss you more and more. I may never see you in a while but you will always be in my heart waiting to be loved by you. I wish I never meet you so that my heart won't chase for you. You are the kind of guy that makes my heart angry but loved at the same time. I don't know the reason why I miss you so much and why I loved you that much. You hurt me once but my heart still beats for you, and my heart kept on searching for your touch, kiss and even the way I wanted you to hold my hand and never let me go again. I know this feeling will never last for a fact that you loved her more than me. Even though you loved her more than me. I still care and love you at the same time. You may never be the kind of guy I wish for. but I know someday I'll soon forget you and move on at the same time. but right now I don't know what to think anymore for the reason that I still love you and misses you so much. It has been a kind of joy that you put meaning to my life and took care of me by the time I needed you most.

I hate you for loving me and making me feel this way, you try to sing once at me and that I know i feel special in your heart. but deep inside that song was the kind of guy i know i will fall inlove with. the kind of guy that makes me feel special and tells me how lucky i am find someone like him. but now that you're gone one thing i know is for sure is that I miss you.

A True Love Story

Many persons mix the other things with the true love, like, if they are just attracted to anybody or if they hve a girlfrnd or boyfrnd. . .with whom they go out for fun or a date. . .they think that "Arre yaar ! I love him/her a lot . . Truely. But dats not a true love.

I am a true lover. According to me a true love is like. .. U luv a person n u can never spare him/her. U cant see or even imagine that gal/guy with anyone else. U care for ur luv truely, if ur family is against ur luver, then also u dont leave him/her. If anybody says sumthng wrong bout ur luv, u juss stand to take ur luvers side or sumtimes to fight.

I m Muskaan, 18 years old, a cute n sweet gal who luvs his guy madly n truely.

I met him when i was juss 10years old and he was 13. I was in std. 5th and he was in 8th. He was living in his naani's home frm his childhood. One day, when i reached ma tution, i went inside, he was sitting there. I didnt know him. Ma teacher introduced him to me. He was a new student in our school.After the class, we used to play 2gether everyday. We became gud frnds. He used to cum to ma home daily for playing with me.

One day, a group of frnds came to ma home, he was also there. We started playing a game, the game was like.. Many names are written on a paper and one persn has to answer that what he wil do with that persn whos name is there. A frnd of mine started hiding the names, n he was going on answering , he gave an answr dat i wil Kiss it, wat we saw ? ma name was there. That was the first time when we felt somethng for each other. We started luking to each other's eyes.

Everyday was going on very smothly. 1 year passed.

Now i was in std 6th and he was in std 9th. After he passed 9th, he went. . I didnt know where n why ? He didnt gave even his numbr. Cozz His behaviour was very childish, we were kids at that time, we didnt know wat is love . Bt he cud hve told me dat he is going.

After few days, i started missing him a lot. I used to cry daily. He was juss liking me but he didnt know, i started luving him. I used to cry n pray daily dat plz god, if i cud see him once. I wasnt having his numbr or his adress. I told ma problm to one of ma frnd, she brought me his numbr. I called in dat numbr, a lady told me dat he is nt here.

One day, i went to search his home with ma sister. I got it after wandering 3hours. We met his maama's daughter, she told dat he is in raipur with his parents, studying there n he wil nt cum here again(for his studies). Its very shocking n unimaginative dat, a 12years gal is searching the home of a persn to whom she luvs. We went, i was very sad, i continued crying n praying for 6 months, if i cud see him once.

One day, in the evening, when i was standing out of ma home. Wat i saw ! I was surprised, i saw himmm. I started crying, god accepted my prayer. He was with his frnds in his bicycle. He went again. Next day i thought dat yesterday was the last day n he wil nt cum again. 1 year passed. I was in std 7th. It took 1year to forget him.

When i reached std 9th, i changed ma school. One day, when i was in the school bus, the bus when stopped at his stoppage, can u imagine ! I saw him, i.e. After 2 years he came back. I was surprised, totally shocked. . I was thinking How can this b possible ? He came inside the bus. I turnd back to see him, he was also seeing me. I was verry happpy. He dint talk to me, i think he was afraid.

After few days, i started hating him cozz he told everybdy that he luvs me. The boys started taunting me with his name. He was a bad influence on me. He started calling me, following me. Bt i wasnt ready to talk to him. After 6 mnths, i became his frnd. Bt i told dat u wont tell anybdy that i talk to u. He agreed. After few mnths he proposed me bt i dint answr.

I reached std 10th. I went to hostel. After passing std10th, when i came back home, he calld me n told dat he wasnt able to concentrate on his studies. One day, we plannd to go out wid frnds as we were gud frnds. We went out. We enjoyed. Dat was the first day when we hugged n kissed.

The very next day, when he calld me at night, i told him dat i luv u too. He became very happy. I accepted him coz he doesnt drink or smoke,he cared fr me, he never hurted me, he never complained, he listened whenever i scolded him, he did everythng as per ma wish, he waited 2years fr me.

Now , we are together, n i m verrrry lucky coz he luves me very much, he didnt leave me at the time when his family told him to leave me, when they bet him. He talks to me daily, his family doesnt know dat we r together now also coz if they'll know dis than they'll take his cell frm him n then how we'll talk. He is studying so he cant do anything rite now. After studies, we r going to marry each other.

We r incomplete widout each othr. Isnt it a true love story. . 

I got involved by myself in this mess, but how can I get out now?

Hello!

I read your stories and I got the courage to ask for your advice, because I don’t know any more what to do.

So that’s my story. I am 27 year old, married for two years, I have normal relationship with my husband, sometimes we understand each other, sometimes we fight, we make compromises, but he is not my biggest love and that’s the problem, he is not very interested in me – where I am and what I do.

I’ve met the other before I got married – we were just friends in a same company, we were travelling, together I thought I was so much in love with him, but he was just friendly kind without a sense of carnal interest from his side.

One day I stopped to stand for a relation, who seemed impossible I got married, but in spite of this we keep on being good friends and meeting sometimes. I can even say that our friendship became stronger during the past two years.

Recently I felt inconsolably, in love with this man. I will play that game I said to myself this time. I arranged to spend two days just the two of us, far from anybody who knows us and with some women finesse we found ourselves in the bed.

In the very sublime moment it comes out that he has problem with erection – there’s not at all such. Anyhow we’ve both done our best to get pleasure, but I am confused. I suspect that his problem is not new. In fact I haven’t heard of any intimate friend of his but he is 45 year old and his last relationship I know about had finished years ago, and the lady got married to somebody else.

I do like this man, but the sex is also very important to me. What am I supposed to do? I need your advice!

Does the size matters?

Dear, Ladies, I am shocked and I have nobody to share, that’s why I address this to you. I am an independent woman, middle age, educated, well looking.

I had several relations with men/4 exactly/, which fizzled out, because of complete incompatibility. Finally I’ve met the man of my dreams – beautiful, intelligent, tender, kind. I fell in love, so he did.

I was about to faint when I saw him for the first time without clothes, I’ m serious. I could not believe, a man 190m.tall, with wide shoulders, has penis with the size of my thumb, and his balls together are like an average chestnut! I am a fine woman, with small hands, by the way.

He was a very passionate and we made sex five times, each time for 35-40minutes. We were together second time, the same thing.

He was very tender and lustful, but I felt nothing, just a tickle. I’ve realized that “the size doesn’t matter” is just a myth, and somebody with a small penis, should have think it out. I have some experience; I don’t come from the clouds!

I ran out in panic, I didn’t turn back, and he didn’t understand why. I saved him the humiliation, but I left him in total ignorance, and I feel really disgusting, because I still love him, but without good sex a relation is set aside, on my opinion.

With my experience I know there are different help sources and techniques, but nothing can replace a good penis, that’s my opinion, of course. I expect your comments.

He doesn’t even consider kissing me

I am married for two years now and I am already used to the impatience of my husband, every time we go to bed he wants to make wild sex (Ok, not every day, but 3-4 times a week). But after it’s over he totally loses interest in me – he immediately turns to the other side and falls deeply asleep.

He is not as kind as to kiss me, or caress me – he falls asleep in his half of the bed, as if I don’t exist. And this gets from bad to worse for me.

I am asking myself “ Does he need me at all – or he simply needs the sexual satisfaction?”

I bury my head in the pillow and cry silently.

Sometimes he notices that I cry and opens his eyes in surprise – “ Why are you crying now? What is wrong again? “ – and that’s all.

I tried a couple of times to shorten the distance in bed after the sexual act, to show him that I need caress and tenderness.

But nothing worked – “Go to sleep, I am tired, I need to get up early in the morning cause I have an important meeting” – that would be his way of turning down my attempts to show him that I need him after sex.

I don’t know what to do?

I am afraid to tell it straight forward...

I don’t want tenderness that is obtained by begging!

He Cheated on Me While I Was Pregnant

I read a lot and I decided to tell quickly tell you my story. For some time now I’m confused about my feelings and I think that by writing the story it would be easier for me to find an answer.

After marring the man, with whom I thought I would spend the rest of my life, we started trying for a baby. After 4 years and several IVF attempts I finally got pregnant. It was a hard pregnancy.

The whole time I felt that my husband was cheating. We had many conversations, and of course he denied it. It got to point where I started to think that I was hormonal, crazy or just imagining stuff because of the pregnancy.

I decide to found out if i was right and no surprise there he was cheating on me the whole time. There I was pregnant and the man decided he was in love with some girl, who smugly decided to come to my home with a bunch of her friends.

After that I was scared for the baby and myself. After he said he was “sorry” and that he “loved me” I decided to stay with him until I give birth and then make a decision.

Currently my child is alive and well, a really happy baby, very loved by everyone, including his father. But this relationship does not work for me, I cannot swallow the insult. He lost my trust and in some ways my love. I think I will be better of without him.

Please tell me what you think.

I am really confused! Please, help!

Everything started when I least expected and what happened was something that I could never imagine happening to me!

I was at a company party! Dancing, laughing, alcohol and right now, everything seems pretty fuzzy. I don't remember everything, but I remember enough to have occasional images coming up in my ming that are making me blush.

... Images full of passion and in which I strongly desire a certain man. I am positive that if he were here and if it were to be the right time, we wouldn't have possibly stopped by just with kissing or touching!!!

I have been married for a year and a half, but the man from that other night was not my husband, but a colleague of mine. I can't stop thinking about that! I am trying to figure out why it happened and I keep getting to answers that are not giving me any peace!

I am assuming that everything is due to the fact that I have only been with one man my entire life; my wonderful, loving and serene husband; the only man that I want to be the father of my children!

We have been together for 8 years and I am 25 years old. Maybe this is the reason why; that I am inexperienced, I don't really know! All I know is that I don't want to hurt him, but I can't be possibly be sure that I would be able to refrain myself from doing anything...

I want to stop! But I can't! Everyday I spend a lot of time with my colleague and I am getting more and more attracted to him! After what happened, we “agreed” that what happened there the other night will remain there. But every time I look at him, I get all those passionate images in my head and I just can't stop myself...

I can see it in his eyes that he wants me too, I have no doubts about that! I think it's a matter of time for what happened the other night to happen again, but this time, without having the alcohol as the good excuse that it is!

How do I make myself stop?

How do I make myself stop wanting him and how do I bring back the passion in my relationship with my husband???

I don't want to continue falling asleep next to my husband and to keep thinking about someone else!

happiness came alone

This is my story. About the love that came alone.

Three years ago I was 23 years old and very unhappy. I had just left a rich, non-committed man who wanted to marry me and gave me everything I needed.

But one day, April 1 it was and just like in a joke I left him. There was a reason and quite a serious one. He wanted to own me. Leaving him meant losing my job (because I worked for him), my love, my comfort and money.

Another man helped me leave him; he was the third man in my life. I was madly in love with him. I simply adored him. Two months after we began dating, his ex-girlfriend called him and told him she was pregnant. He went crazy. He began behaving weird. He didn’t know what to do. Go to her or stay with me. At the end, he left me.

I cried myself out. For months and maybe years.

I started dating other men and hurting them. For only a year I went to bed with 5 men and left them in the worst possible way. I made them cry and beg me.

I felt nothing. I was the cruelest being in the world. My heart was broken and I found no meaning of life. But at a certain point I calmed down. I forgot the man that left me. He married that woman he left me for. I lost him forever and I knew I needed to move forward and to go back to normal, to somehow save my soul.

Weird enough after this so called balance, Paco appeared. I was at a bar and he approached and started talking to me. We spent our time together until 4 am and we couldn’t get enough of each other. It was hard at the beginning. He had just been abandoned by a woman he was 5 years with. So he was being mean to me. But I knew best what he felt and waited for the moment he would reach that calmness that I felt and everything will be perfect. Yes, I waited for him to go through that same hell I did, through the same agony for the unrequited love and I don’t feel sorry about it. Because now I have next to me the man I can rely on totally. I love him and I cannot imagine my life without him. We have our wedding planned in 3 months time, exactly two years after we met. And I think that happiness comes alone to us, without looking or crying for it. The only thing we need is to be at peace with ourselves.

what should i do

I don't know what to say or from where i'll start... My problem is my father, he is hypocrite, skimpy, fanatic... he has made ​​me curse the day i was born, Curse being a girl. He is very fanatic 'girls can't wear this or do and say that.... 'what can i do ?!!!! in a family and a society like this there are not many options, if one day i dared to say :that's enough, I'm old enough to take my decisions, i'll be considered 'Disobedient' so he has the right to smash my face and expel me from the house... yes this is his way to do raised me...... as he says' if you didn't like it ,the door is always open' yes father i know.. you made it so clear but unfortunately i have no place to go, no one to turn and you know it very well nd because of that you keep exercising your Abuse and your Tyranny

In a country , most of its inhabitants are unemployed , it is not easy to find a job ESPECIALLY a part-time job because I am student , i can 't work all the day.

I am really lost i don't know what to do, i'm truly devastatin' psychologically nd physically what should i do?!!

....Do i run away?!

i Know that it is not the best solution cause the street do not mercy .....do i kill myself nd putting an end to my suffering?!!really do not know....... so what the hell should I do