Accept as you are

 I am not perfect, I come with both my good side and bad side, and with my imperfections *
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Don't get me wrong, we all have our insecurities and I do have mine! Before I used to feel bad about them and feel sad, I always had this obsession to be tall and felt so insecure about being short in height ( yup I belong to the shorties category 😂 don't be fooled by the pictures I have a good photographer that makes me look taller 😆)...
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I used to envy models and I remembered once, I was 25 I think I was at masjid and a woman asked Me how was high school and if I had good grades 😐 I always looked younger and when I was 15 it was a real struggle to see all girls my age get taller while I was short and thin 😂 ,I was sad and ask Allah why can't he make me taller 😩 I also had other insecurities like wanting bigger eyes and other things.. *
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Once I was guided I learned to accept my self and I felt happy, there is verse in the holy Quran that gave me so much confidence that I started to actually love my short height 😊 it's where Allah say :" and we created you in the best shape" which means that I can never be more prettier than how Allah made me even if I changed what I wanted to change and it means that Allah find me beautiful and it made me cry 😢 the lord of the world himself desgined me as he wanted and created me in the image that he wanted and he is the best of designers and creator 💘
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I told my self :"why would the opinion of the creation matter if the crestor himself the king of the worlds find me beautiful the way I am with my short height and milky skin and small eyes!!" *
I used to wear so much make up to get bigger eyes and sometimes when I look at the old me I hate that girl who wanted so badly to change herself, I learned to love my bare face and find it more beautiful then a face full of make up like it's not even me anymore! *
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Wallahi my sisters, you are all beautiful, each one of you is unique and each one of you has her own charm so don't fall for stupid besuty standdards invented by corrupted society like big eyes, small nose and fair skin etc, don't be another copy of someone else and be you 💕 by a #instagramer